i miss anna

i've pretty much decided to stop taking my anti-depressants. it just seems very silly at the moment and it takes $20/month out of my pocket. i've stayed on them because i'm nervous about possible side effects, but i'm on the lowest dose possible, so i shouldn't have a problem with weening myself off. i've heard horror stories about effexor withdrawal though, so i want to avoid that.

bunk and elise are visiting this coming weekend. i'm trying to think up some fun stuff that we can all do together while they're here because they will only be around for 2 full days. we always have a great time together, so i'm not really worried about it.

i've had an emotionally rough night and morning. i seldom raise my voice when i'm angry or frustrated, but i did this morning. i know most people that have met me recently probably think the idea of me yelling at someone is a bit silly and frightening at the same time...which i will agree with. i'm not a fan of angry tiffany. she ducked out a while ago and i'm not down with her making new appearances.

so when i'm off work, i just want to chill. i'm not sure with who yet, but i think there will probably be a few takers to choose from. i shall cook dinner, take a relaxing shower, and maybe watch a movie. there is also the option of sitting on the couch with ice cream and watching a bunch of episodes of a tv drama on dvd. or maybe doing poem revisions.

i also need a hug. i'm currently taking offers.